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anti hero

from not the end of me by Steve Grand

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“Anti-Hero” *explicit

[VERSE 1}
I keep my blinders on tonight
won’t know where we’re goin’
where we’re goin’
the way her cold hands felt in mine
reminds me I’m still broken
rips me open

she died before we made it to the hospital
I held my mother’s body as she cried
all my life she felt so tall and powerful
but now I was the rock which she relied

[CHORUS]
after all the this time
what a fool I was to think we still had time
when we still had time
in all my life
what a fool I was to think we still had time
but we still have time
there’s still time

[VERSE 2]
I was just a child
her love was like the ocean
like the ocean:
and dark and infinite,
cold but ever flowin’
still I’m frozen

ignorance had always been a luxury
but you can’t go back to blindness now with all you’ve seen
and who am I without a man to comfort me?
I guess after all these years, perhaps we’ll finally see
in all this time

[OUTRO]
so don’t you cry, not for me
I ain’t the Anti-Hero of this story
I force a smile cause I’m that kind of sleaze
just a ghost of a man who I wanted to be
so don’t you cry, not for me
just let me lie, closed blinds through the morning
upon a time, was a boy with a dream
now I’m so fuckin’ high
I think I’m starting to see
so don’t you cry, not for me
I’m just a boy who had too much to drink
no, I won’t die
I’m too scared, I’m too weak
still I flirt with that darkness
closing in on me
so don’t you cry, not for me
I lost it all, there ain’t nothin’ to see
I’m in a hell I made special for me
now I’m so high
I think I’m starting to see

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from not the end of me, released July 6, 2018

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Steve Grand Chicago, Illinois

With over 17 Million views on YouTube, a #3 Album on The Billboard Independent Album Artist Charts, and one of the most successful Music Kickstarter campaigns ever under his belt, Steve Grand has not just broken the rules, but has changed the game when it comes to being a successful singer-songwriter in the era of YouTube and Spotify.

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